alright. jus now is mahjong at von place and dinner was at von place too!von's dad cook fer us, and its damn nice! it'd been realli long since i ate homecook food. yummy! how i miss those days at old house eating granny cooked food every night.=(

and also, seeing ur blog everytime make me feel sad unknownly too, not knowing wat else to sae animore, i find some tips online for u and i find it quite true to work out. try kkx=)

1. Realize that just because he accept you doesn't mean you're unlikable. If you two were a good match, wouldn't he be smart enough to recognize it, too? If he can't see how great you two could've been together (like you did) then he's too short-sighted for you anyway.

2. Move on! There are other fish in the sea, and there are guys out there who will want to get to know you better and see how things unfold. Don't waste your time brooding over someone who isn't into you.

3.Be glad he didn't lead you on. Some guys will pretend they like a girl because they don't have the guts to tell them the truth. It could've ended much worse. You might have a little heartache now, but at least you didn't get your heart broken and stomped on.

4.Think about all the things you didn'tlike about him. Maybe you just started to like the fantasy of being with him. If you thought he liked you and he didn't, you perhaps don't know him that well, and the person you thought you liked doesn't really exist!

5.Remember that there is always someone for you. The easiest way to forget your love is to love another. Yes, it can be that simple. Go, love your second crush or find one. Never harm or hurt yourself, there are others who desire for you in this world, if not many, at least one !

6.Just get over him & let go.You know you can but you just can't let go of what you guys used to be.

7.The more time you spend thinking about him, the harder it will be to get over him.

8.Write down every single thing that annoyed you about him. Then read it and realize he is not only not perfect, but also not perfect for you.

9.Open your mind and realize that if he deserved you, he would be with you.

10.Remember that there are millions of other guys out there.

11.Don't be mad at yourself if a guy ever turns you down. There always is a reason for something happening. You might never figure it out though.

12.Accept that you're still attracted to that guy, but try to become interested in other guys.

13. Write a letter to him explaining how you feel but do not send it to express ur feelings out.

14.Try to avoid spending time with him if possible. It's harder to get over someone you're always thinking about.

Things You'll Need:
Humor
A smile
Confidence
Yourself