today went work, but something unexpected turns up. should not sae it here, quite embarassing and tui lian though.LOL, but i did enjoy my dae too!

so moro will be another day off before going back tonovetel on thurs again. and yeas, nx week will be finally meting up with my jiner and bf! seems damn long when i last saw them.(cant wait!)

alrights, nothing much to sae tonight.
just hope tt moro will not be a bored day bah=)

inotthatiamnotusedtothisyetbutitotallybelieveitwillgetbetterintimebecause
my feelings are fixed and I know what's going on inside.

YOS! so todae is movie with 2e2 cliques again. we went to watch PAINTED SKIN! yea! and it's nice, except that in the beginning its quite boring . but the story is v nice and touching. it talks all bout love. and i dun realli liki the ending too.

so for the past 3 days, work have been fine. except the second day when we went SMC. the aunties der are lik so rude and childish la. they sae tcc ppl are hua ping (vase), which directly refers to us. so mad la! but, well, at least vase are much prettier and hotter than them. and siehna has totally ban this hotel alr, so we are NOT going to go back SMC to work anymore!

can figure out what siehna is eating?:

wat an unnatural sight, lol:

and and, jus now recieve a last minute call work for moro. so moro gotta wake up early too!=( and this samsung F480 is so damn nice la, iWANT! but i nid a sponserer too!

alrights, gotta watch hot shot alr. =)

work is good todae, except didnt get to work att the 5th floor!and and manage to see L with his new hair. hmmmm, interest dropped alr i think. hahah partly because of his hair!

and todae couple has such a amazing story!this groom and bride is in the same class in primary schol, they noe each other wae back since primary school times. The groom is a cop and his uniform in the wedding pic is just so damn cool!
this wedding make me feel how amazing fate is.

and and moro wy is coming to stay over at my house! exciteds plus nervous? lol! but this means i got to sleep with her in my living room alr=( and mondae will be movie again! wheee.

hmmm, moro gotta work full shift which means 11am-11pm. and it's gotta be at swiss merchant court which also means i m going to be so dead! no fringe der, no long nails der and a v high probability to get scoldings from seniors!=( but, nvm ba. should ren!

now i finally realise why mama alwaes sae studying is better than work! how true it is.

but though i get busy and tire everydae, i stil lik how my life goes now. perhaps its siehna's everydae crappness and lameness tt somehow realli make me laughing lik mad and i have no more struggled feelings now. my mind seems so be so peaceful nowadays and tt's realli a blessing to me. cos i realli had decided to wait for ________________.ihadfinallyrealisewatisitthatirealliwant.


how i wish schol NOT to start so soon, i feel lik working on and on.

nice song junyan sent me, from mama mia!

I dont wanna talk

About the things

we've gone through

though its hurting me

Now its history

Ive played all my cards

And thats what youve done too

Nothing more to say

No more ace to play

the winner takes it all

The loser standing small

Beside the victory

Thats her destiny

I was in your arms

Thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence

Building me a home

Thinking Id be strong there

But I was a fool

Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice

And someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all

The loser has to fall

Its simple and its plain

Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss

Like I used to kiss you?

Does it feel the same

When she calls your name?

Somewhere deep inside

You must know I miss you

But what can I say

Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide

The likes of me abide

Spectators of the show

Always staying low

The game is on again

A lover or a friend

A big thing or a small

The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk

If it makes you feel sad

And I understand

Youve come to shake my hand

I apologize

If it makes you feel bad

Seeing me so tense

No self-confidence

But you see
The winner takes it all

The winner takes it all......

collected pay and watched mama-mia todae, nice show! the songs are nice, the casts are good and the story line is great! consists of kinship and loves. quite a few scenes are so touching, cries!! ZHI DE KAN!

and once i gotten my pay, i waste money alr can!regrets. took a cab to ehub and took a cab back home due to my laziness. sighs!

and todae i'd done a very wrong and paiseh thing. shouldnt sae here. but it make me so sad and worrying throughout the rest of the day! Awww, no more face to face L alr la.!=(

hehs. so todae was meeting wc and eat at mac lunch! so cool la, i nv noe mac gt lunch special, so we ate one meal at $4.50 onli la. so cheap!

den after that went jessie house slack abit and den off to meet 2e2 cliques at katong for singing session!LOL. and the boys really get so high over english song, esp wesley!

after tt was dinner at KFC, ate till the staff ask us to go out. and der we go sitting in a circle, exchanging each other with our secondary secrets. LOL.get so high over that topic la. hahahah!

glad that todae i no work, luckily! and and, moro will be my pay dae! so excited! but saddening is L**** is off moro!=(

alrights, no pics todae at all. but i stil have alot of fun.
so later willl be movie with them again! YEAH! and there are many shows i wan to watch!

mama mia:


painted skin:


mirrors! but too bad it's m18:


connected:


but who can provide time and money for me to watch all thoese ? ><

YOS! so todae is at rasa hotel at siloso beach der. indeed nice ambience. but but but! todae one staff two table, so didnt realli gt the time to look ard the surrounding. i dun even have the time and chance to take note of whose the bride and groom. tsk!

and later actually is my off dae. but suddenly nid ppl. so instead, of mondae off, tuesdae will be my off!! so sry to junyan, jessie. actually plann alr going watch movie de, guess i cannt join u all ler!=(

and about fridae meeting you guys, i also cannot make it alr. cos fridae will be the start of my F1 job alr. so many sry again! meet up again some other soon daes alrights=)


and cheer up my friend. i hope things will all get better fer u. i believe they will. keepsmiling=)

so todae went down to have a talk, am glad that things are going out ok alr. thx for being so understanding though.

so todae went to novetel to work again!=) and again, nice ppl and nice working place! and todae the groom come into the ballroom singing david tao's "iloveyou" to the bride. the scene is so nice la, esp when the groom has such a nice voice!=) i enjoy watching all these! see hoe blissfully those couple look.

so we stay over for OT for about one hour and den der's supper prepare for us and cab back! so, quite worthwhile though its damn tiring!

alrights. look forwards tomoro! cos we are going to the hotel in sentosa, where i nv go before. but heard that its v pretty!HEHS! alrights. nights!

pretty bored now. didnt went work todae. kinda regret. alrights, some pics from ytd:

bbq-ing at jessie house!lol

junyan and jessie!

NICE BAG:

NICE SHIRT:

hehs. good photographer:

edited by jessie!super nice!:

LOL! look at von: playing wii!

nice shot taken by jessie. the spagetti we cooked!:

sry jessie!this shot is not bad too la:

Finally , I realised how important friendship apply. I never want to let go any of you guys.
Cause one thing I learn ,in the end friendship always last.

I've also learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar.

I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.

And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

out with 2e2 ppl to town! so finally meet up with belle! yea! oh ya bought abag finally! here some picys: most taken by good photographer uh:








imsrybutmymindisreallisetinoeifthiscontinuewewilnotlasttooibelievethiswillbegoodforusatleastbeingfriendswillbeforever.

ialmostfeellikgivingup.ijustwanttocontinuelovingyou,butalltheseareobstructingme.

i dunno how to give u wat u want. i dunno how to change myself into the kind of gf that u want. i dunno how to put u first ontop of anything else. i dunno how to make u satisfied and happy with me. i dunno how to make more time fer you. i dunno how to change my temper to you anymore. i dunno how to go on.

esp to my greatest friend:
talking to u is alwaes so great be it in msn or face to face. we can go emo tgt one moment, laugh tgt another moment. perhaps cos the two of us had so many good memories tgt =) but now when thinking back, i wan to thx u alot and alots .(though i noe it's a lit late to sae these now) bcos for the past 2 yrs, i feel my life was liki a rollar coasters. ups and downs. but glad that u are alwaes der to be my adviser, listening ear. i noe u are alwaes the one who wil spot me crying, be it in class or in chalet or during outings because u care for me and noe exactly wat's in my mind at that moment. i m alwaes glad to have u as one of my greatest friend. how i wish to go back to that time with u even though i noe how everything will end up, i dun mind. because its the process and events i enjoy tt time with u. writting letters, telling each others our feelings, problems and thinkings, i dun think i can find anyone else now to do the same thing with me again. aww, friend, i noe u will alwaes be my listening ears and i want to let u noe too that, i wil be ur listening ears too. anytime u nid me=)

yeah gt some pics from eliz blog =)
from SENTOSA!

can see how nice randy's body look lik?lol:

alrights. later nid to work again. hope todae's hotel is a good one ba. OH, how i wish money can just fall down from the sky!

HEHS! back from sentosa!FUN FUN FUN! very fun!
it'd been long since so many of us go outing tgt!=) but the sun is so strong uh! den randy and woanyin are so red la!>< so its realli v nice to lean and touch their hand in vivo !so thx fer the warm given!HEHS.

so at sentosa, we camwhore, volley, play pepsi cola123, play mr wolf game, played aeiou, play touch ruby, slack and talk. it's v nice to play all those childhood games again esp with all ur closest friends=) even though we all alr quite old alr.

hmmm.. and after one dae of break todae, i totally dun feel lik going back to work anymore, but... $$! so must hang on bahx!

so after sentosa was dinner and get back home quite late, den immediately go wait fer result out. hmmm, results are not tt bad, also not tt good. but im feeling ok bout it cos i noe tt's realli my standard alr.HEHS=)


alrights. slping time! moro gotta work for alvin's brother again. post pictures after i get them ba. plus i really looking forward to meet bellebelle and jessie soon! how i wish life can be lik todae eveydae. =)

finally this week my job come to an end. jus now work at marina mandarin hotel (i like their staffs, they are all nice ppl!)

and there are 5 wedding dinner jus now because it's zhong qiu jie!i wonder why ppl wil specially like this occasion. plus plus i jus now serve leon's(ex superstar)brother, which i forgotten his name alr. he's at my table!

also, i am super duper glad that later i will not be workin, but will be out to sentosa to celebrate randy bdae! so tues i wil den start work again! AWW, must get plenty rest alr and i think i can already feel my hand and leg muscle alr>< and and and result wil be release on tues, SOON! omg, imagine me need to retake? omg, i dun even think der's stil any time for me to touch those modules again.so pls all pray fer me!=)
alrights, lzy to type alr. nights ppl! here's marina mandarin hotel's uniform=)

istillovemyboyfriendalotalotalot!~

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BDAE RANDY!
though i am not first, but its the thought that count right. haha. furthermore i gt good excuse!hehs! though we some times wil bu shuang each other for quite long time, but. hehs, u are stil and alwaes a wonderful guyfriend of mine!=) SHENG RI KUAI LE~



these few daes are busying working, it's tiring me out! and sry bf fer not meeting for so long alr plus our 4 month wil be gone cos i wil be working for F1 alr. dui bu qi yea. but stil alot of loves to u!=)

fun dae spent at ecp and dinnering with lovely starrs and moon!pics up another time ba.

moro gotta work for alvin's bro in the morning and den back to st regis to work again! i noe it gotta be another tiring dae, but no choice, gt to work fer money sake yeas?

alright. anw, luck to my best friend for the msg later! i hope things will turn out fine, i believe u can do it brave gal!=)

HELLOS, back from work!
lol. i feel so habited to blogging alr. so fast updating again!=) so we went work in st regis hotel jus now. the hotel look so class and elegant la.nicenice!its scary at first cos their expectation lik v high. but int the end lucky my partner for the same table help me alot! so things didnt get wrong. but i totally forget to ask his name!

and so we become the runner and keep taking dishes out. i swear the food is so damn heavy and its so damn tiring to carry them ard and my leg feel lik breaking alr!
sommore at the end of the dae some ppl even ask us whether we are from china?LOL!.do we really look lik china girls?


glad that this dinner ended quite early den me and siehna start taking pics in the toilet. LOL! esp those act innocent face, it's just so cute!


even though todae is really v tiring but i stil lik this waitress job alot. cos we normally is go serve those wedding dinners at hotels. so, at there i can see those couples get marry, see how they feel and behave, see what they wear etc.

alrights few more pictures and i goin slp alr. going to meet my starrs in another 12 more hours!=)





ours innocent face:!

the super cool mirror:

and the super want-to-act actress!=)